

thank you, i sadly relate very much to what you describe and i hope you have a lot more peace in your brain & life going forward! it’s hard being in the rough seas but i know those calmer waters are there, and now so do you :)
hello i am spider & i am learning to draw (since feb '24)
also in the market for a new instance, if u know a good fit for a quiet agender non-techy person somewhere feel free to let me know


thank you, i sadly relate very much to what you describe and i hope you have a lot more peace in your brain & life going forward! it’s hard being in the rough seas but i know those calmer waters are there, and now so do you :)


i haven’t been able to have consistent access to meds in the last couple years unfortunately so i can’t speak much to how things shake out with long term usage, i do remember some anxiety did come back a bit while i still had regular access (i do have ptsd as well so maybe not so unexpected) but for me it was still nowhere near the level of unmedicated. for some people i know that have been on it a lot longer than me they say it takes the edge off just enough, then other people i know say it actually made their anxiety worse so there seems a bit of variety in experience with it!


yeppp, i was late-dx and when i first got put on rits about 90% of my anxiety dissolved and i was walking around like “holy shit…is this what normal people feel like?? they just get this shit for free?!”
it was just mind-blowing to me that i could finally follow a train of thought and not be constantly overwhelmed by brain noise and other people just… didn’t have that going on at all
ahhh sad news, i dabbled around on Turtle occasionally and they definitely had one of the friendlier pserver populations in my experience
thanks! yes, well, they are supposed to be (i didnt do a good job), i included it in the alt text description
there’s no deeper meaning i don’t think, i just had idea and drew it. well. there probably is meaning but i don’t know what it is either so don’t worry about it too much 😎
the marks for motion look really cool! and phalluses are dandy! i once tried to draw a cute little undersea castle and it ended up looking like a collection of adult toys, sometimes these things just happen 😅
gorgeous! i love the colour palette in this
yess, it can be quite a challenge to overcome things like expectations & perfectionist tendencies and embrace play & experimentation, as well as extend compassion to ourselves as tired little creatures trying to get by in a tough world. i still have struggles with that but am very much about giving things a try just because they seem interesting, and not putting any expectations other than “might be fun” on it. it’s ok to just have a chill time & enjoy the journey! ofc it’s also ok to have more ambitious/professional goals but i feel like it doesn’t get said enough that it’s actually fine to be a hobbyist and even to be bad at hobbies (as long as safety is in order anyway).
immense cosign, especially to anyone out there feeling like “ohh but i am too old, i have no talent for anything, i am not creative, i don’t know how to art”. tell those thoughts to fuck all the way off, every day if need be (i have to do this!), and try some stuff out! it doesn’t have to take a lot of time or money, it doesn’t have to be “marketable”, you don’t even have to tell anyone else about it if you really don’t want to. you deserve to give yourself this gift (yes, even if your brain says otherwise!)
thank you, i tried to be quite patient with it, and although slower it definitely helped a lot 😅
i like the pustules, just a tasteful amount 😌
thank you! i feel like i don’t have a good grasp on composition most of the time but i was quite happy with how this went :)
thanks so much, i enjoy your hatching a lot so it is special to hear this from another inky person :)


i like NeoDB, it’s handy for me to log movies/books/shows/music in one place
this poor hungry boy, he is wasting away 😭
very cool & i really like how you conveyed the iridescence of feathers
enjoy the class! it’s very pleasant to draw outside in nature, i need to get back into it myself


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i think [email protected] and [email protected] are pretty great too


hi OP, if ur interested in using a non-genAI logo for the community, i took the liberty of throwing a simple one together. it’s ok if u dont want to use it too, of course, i just had fun making it and thought i would offer it up.

it must be quite exhausting work being that cute & angelic all day