• southsamurai@sh.itjust.worksEnglish
      6·
      2 months ago

      Neither. I just have a unique relationship with death, and a dark sense of humor.

      I don’t worry about my death. Which means that I also don’t go out of my way to avoid it either. If I get hit by a bus, oh well.

      So, I have a running gag where if there’s something interesting in the future, I now have to put effort into not dying.

      I just forget sometimes that saying it out loud, or in writing like this, that it isn’t exactly obvious what I mean.

      Also, thank you for how you worded your comment. That’s a very sweet thought.

      • rabber@lemmy.caEnglish
        41·
        2 months ago

        I literally plan things far in advance as a reason to stay alive so I get you

      • Victor@lemmy.worldEnglish
        2·
        2 months ago

        Alright, cool. Glad to hear you’re at least not actively… steering the ship towards deep waters.

        I fear death, a lot. Sometimes when I’m just letting my thoughts wander. I have a family with two young kids though, so that helps put the fear in.

        Anyway, don’t forget you have a purpose. 💚