Covid did this to me… 🙃
Also I have family members that are just like sometimes don’t wash their hands after using the bathroom… so yea that really just triggers me…
Honestly this is probably kinda makes me a bit suicidal…
Which is ironic because the fear of germs is a fear of death…
but sometimes this fear is just so big I can’t deal with it…
wtf…
“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”