I have a trauma-based personality disorder, which sometimes manifests itself in episodes of often uncontrollable bouts of verbal violence. I prefer to direct this to people on the internet (as opposed to actual people), as I don’t wish to be violent towards people I actually care about.

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Cake day: December 9th, 2024
  • Narri N.@lemmy.mltoA Boring Dystopia@lemmy.world•Wealth inequality risks triggering 'societal collapse' within next decade, report findsEnglish
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    30 days ago

    Well, here’s hoping it will get bad enough soon enough for most all of people realizing what is wrong with the world, and whose fault most bad things happening is.

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    Also I got this idea while writing this. So hear me out: you know how during the French revolution the guillotines didn’t always “work” the first time around? And people getting killed might have survived the first drop? I started imagining (in my violent fantasies) a situation where we’d group up ALL the fascists and ultra-capitalists and other vermin around, and start decapitating them with a guillotine, but not finish them off in case of the former happening. Just chuck them among the ones left, thus increasing EVERYONE’S suffering by a considerable margin. What you think?

  • Narri N.@lemmy.mltoNews@lemmy.world•Minneapolis agrees to overhaul police training and force policies after George Floyd's murder
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    2 months ago

    that kind of careful lawyering takes time

    This is advanced skullduggery!

    But yeah, no one was ever going to do anything about anything. Why would they? It’s not like they actually care about you people. And it’s not like my country isn’t a trainwreck on fire sinking fast into a swamp, but at least our cops are given an education longer than that of a barber’s before being given a position of authority, with deadly force to enforce. But, given how much my country nowadays loves to ape whatsoever daddy Amerikkka has done or is doing (I’m looking at you currently-being-privatized once-public healthcare and fascists in the government!), I ain’t exactly holding out hope for the future of our police force.

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    Goddam, It’s not even 11am and I’m barely even awake yet, and I’ve already lost hope for the future. But I have borderline, so it’s normal, usual even, for me to go through many emotions within a short period of time. So much so that I like to jokingly refer to these kinds of cases as “going through the entire spectrum of human emotion until I just feel hollow”. Which often happens in the mornings, now that I think about it, after I have read the news and doomscrolled for a while. Funny how it goes like that.

  • Narri N.@lemmy.mltoADHD@lemmy.world•Experiences with CannabisEnglish
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    2 months ago

    I haven’t been diagnosed with ADHD, though my sister has been, and I have a history of depression, anxiety and personality disorders (and I’m most likely a bit autistic) as well as a stoner.

    Anyhow, maybe you could focus on the parts of your ADHD that do get worse, see if you can identify them and then maybe work on those? There rarely is just one “panacea” that works for all, as you might know already.

    Also, have you tried other ways of enjoying the product? Vaping or eating even (cannabutter etc), instead of smoking? It delivers a different effect on the body, which might affect the cognitive and emotional response differently. I have noticed that for me, vaping is usually considerably less in your face and might even pleasantly surprise me when the high hits, and space cakes just seem to hit the body more, making me more relaxed.

    Also the difference between indica and sativa, between different strains, and different growing conditions all will have an effect on the product, right down to the molecular level, wherein some bud will have higher amounts of THC, which causes the “drunkenness”, and others will have more others like CBD, which in turn causes the relaxation (afaik, not 100% sure on the specifics of these). My own experience is that the strongest possible sativa, laden with THC is more often that not worse for my psychotic symptoms and executive dysfunctions than somewhat milder options.