• southsamurai@sh.itjust.works
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        2 months ago

        Neither. I just have a unique relationship with death, and a dark sense of humor.

        I don’t worry about my death. Which means that I also don’t go out of my way to avoid it either. If I get hit by a bus, oh well.

        So, I have a running gag where if there’s something interesting in the future, I now have to put effort into not dying.

        I just forget sometimes that saying it out loud, or in writing like this, that it isn’t exactly obvious what I mean.

        Also, thank you for how you worded your comment. That’s a very sweet thought.

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          2 months ago

          I literally plan things far in advance as a reason to stay alive so I get you

        • Victor@lemmy.world
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          2 months ago

          Alright, cool. Glad to hear you’re at least not actively… steering the ship towards deep waters.

          I fear death, a lot. Sometimes when I’m just letting my thoughts wander. I have a family with two young kids though, so that helps put the fear in.

          Anyway, don’t forget you have a purpose. 💚