• TheWeirdestCunt@lemmy.today
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    I used to burn through books, one Christmas my mum complained that she could’ve got a refund on a book I got if I hadn’t folded a page to keep track of where I was because I finished it by the time we were having dinner. Then school told me I was only allowed to read books from a certain reading level they’d given me for English class, and I had to complete an evaluation test to make sure I’d understood it before I could move up to the next level. I can barely get through 3 pages at a time now because that school program killing my love of reading.

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      If you’re a SciFi fan, read the expanse series. It’ll reinvigorate your love of reading again. At least, it did for me.

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      I’m realizing in my adulthood just how much school has hurt my impression of reading.

      Throughout most of my life, I was so used to reading something and then having someone else explain it to me, that I never had the confidence to go off and read things on my own.

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      School also really killed my love of reading

      I always had a book, sometimes several books, that I was reading on my own, and I read well above my grade level. But my high school went on a really big reading kick while I was there. Basically every class had books assigned to read at one point or another, I think even some of the math classes did. One homeroom period a week was dedicated to SSR (sustained silent reading) where you had to be reading something, you weren’t allowed to do homework, be on the computer, etc.

      So they did a really great job of turning reading from something I genuinely really enjoyed to something that was a dreaded chore.

      I still read occasionally, but nothing like I used to. Some of that’s being an adult with a busy schedule

      But I definitely see plenty of space in my schedule where I could read and just don’t. It’s harder to get myself into the headspace where I want to read anymore.

      I almost got myself back on track a few years ago, unfortunately it was just as COVID hit and I had just started reading The Road, which I was really enjoying, but with all of the shortages from supply lines being disrupted it was hitting a little too close to home.

      I’m almost back on track now, but I doubt I’ll ever get back to where I was before high school murdered my love of reading.