ā¦understanding Americaās political self-immolation is impossible even when itās oneās full-time job, and it all moves so fast all the time on the way to getting nowhereāever.
And who has time for that when oneās power is out and one has no heat and when itās really cold, and when there are air raidsāmultiple times per dayāthat one has to decide whether to take shelter from or to ignore? And who has time for that when itās another countryās internal affairs and one has so little ability to affect it anyway? And who has time for that when itās the ultimate moving target and nothing Trump says today, positive or negative, will govern tomorrow?
And letās face it, itās all so profoundly dumb.
There is something humblingāone might even say humiliatingāabout showing oneās face in a country whose problems are mostly externally inflicted and which struggles daily in a military sense to defend its right to determine its own fate, coming from a country which indisputably holds its own fate in its own hands yet which inflicts needless harms upon itself seemingly for fun.



I remember being so motivated after that disastrous meeting Trump had with Zelenskyy. Where Trump tried to extort him for minerals and broadcast it on Russian State TV.
I worked on the Mayday Movement. I really thought we could make something like Euromaidan. I thought it would be easier to general strike if we lived in an encampment.
It fell though. Not many people came. Then I focused on 50501 instead. I had to keep moving forward doing something.