I can’t afford therapy and I’ve tried some free therapy and it wasn’t effective at all. Most of these issues root from me having a bad relationship with my dad in the past and being so emotionally deprived of male love 😭 I don’t know how a therapist can help that. Me and my dad are good now and have been for awhile.

I’m kinda embarrassed to ask… I ask quite often because I regularly get tested. I’ve always been negative thankfully prior but I’m worried now with this guy… there are health clinics that do testing for free and I think I can go there, so I will probably just go there to save some anxiety from asking my doctor again.