I don’t mean like how happy you are today. I mean overall, are you satisfied with everything you are up until this point? For me, for an example, I have a decent job that keeps my head just above water. I have a loving family that I see every couple months or weeks. I have the freedom to do what I want, when I want. But, overall, I’m sort of lonely and exhausted from constantly working. So, on a scale of 1 to 10, I’m about a 6.

  • Depressed, 3/10.

    Idk how to be independent so I’m stuck with my family of origin.

    Anxious all the time, hearing Cantonese being spoken triggers me.

    One thing I do appreciate is somehow the universe let me out of China, so now at least I can watch Youtube videos in depression, can’t imagine having to live behind the firewall. I personally didn’t even have internet when I was in China.

    Could be worse so… eh…

    FUCK TRUMP FUCK XI FUCK PUTIN

    DOWN WITH THE CCP

    DEATH TO XI JINPING

    Lol that feels so good, this would’ve been illegal to say in China xD

    My mom used to be 70% love 30% abuse, now its like 20% love 80% abuse. My older brother acts so threatening.

    Seriously, if I had an older sister instead, maybe it would be more peaceful. I feel like males are just so aggressive, and I’m saying this as a dude…

    well I mean my mom is also aggressive so… eh… idk honestly.

    2/10 now that I have talk about it and it make me more depressed and I just feel like my soul melted into a puddle of depression again.

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      Don’t be sad, you’re based as fuck. You already told us a bunch about yourself and from all that you really couldn’t be very happy right now.

      If it helps in any way, I think you’re making the most out of the things that improve your mood, because after all the shit that went on in your life, I’d score a 0/10 if I were you.